I'd do Anything...

I'm just.. so lost for words right now.. I've been such a mess lately and I think i'm still recovering..

Have you ever woken up and just wanted to be with that one person?.. it doesn't matter where, just as long as i'm with him... Well that's me every morning, and the problem is that I can't be with him... I can't catch a bus with him, go out to lunch with him, go to the beach with him, wrap my arms around him and feel his around me, feel his soft lips against mine... inhale his scent...
It's all left up to my imagination..

But as he so sweetly put it this afternoon, we love each other, and that's all that matters.

I've been doubting my strength.. I wasn't sure if I was strong enough to make it through the hard parts..
Sometimes missing him can put me in a state of agony, a pain that only he can eliminate with a simple 'Hey! I've missed you so much baby, how are you?'..

Justin, I love you soo much, you know that..
and 'I'd do anything, just to hold you in my arms..'