Smiles :)

I have to convince myself that he's still around, or atleast out there... somewhere.... and hopefully isn't giving up..

strike that last part... i just called him, he's still out there... :)

I've found the past couple of days so difficult, with exams over and no homework, i have had nothing to do.. and found so many different things to keep my mind off him..

Through the thousands of tears (I have a permanent river in my bedroom now), I have come out the other side happy with a new outlook on life:

I've got it good, so I should be all smiles.. :)

I don't wanna be remembered for the tears, I wanna be remembered for the smiles :)